10 Years In The Making

Tomorrow will mark Jason and my 10 year wedding anniversary. That's right 10 FREAKING years! I can hardly believe it myself.

I become very pensive and thoughtful when it comes to such events. I've been looking at him in a different light this week. I can hardly believe that he's been able to put up with me for 10 years. I can be very difficult to live with. I know some of you may find that hard to believe, but I can be a bit of drama queen.

Our relationship, like all relationships, have not been easy and there have been many, many, many moments when it may be have been easier to call the other person a poopy pants and just walk out the door never to be heard from again, but for what ever reason, we haven't' done that. We've stuck through it, and I'm proud of that.

In a time where it's so easy to call it quits, we haven't'. The last year has been a lot of the Universe taking it's cosmo nervous breakdown out on us, we still somehow smile at the end of the day, knowing that we're still here for each other and we're still together.

Our roles have changed and the chaos has grown. We now have a 3 year old and 9 month old. Those of course have changed our lives drastically. Instead of adventures of being chased through Mexican Jungles our adventures now involve who is going to take what kid at 3 AM when they are both screaming.

I see it as a form of evolution. We're evolving. Adapting as our environment changes. As we change. As those around us change.

As as weird and has hard as things get, I couldn't imagine a better person to evolve with than Jason.